im sorry for not being able to get a grip on myself, for letting my emotions run loose, that i let you mess with my head. i'm sorry if i gave you all a fright, because all that was just supposed to stay in there. i think today i realized how much i could take, and enough was REALLY enough. i want to go out and talk to you, but we're running on parallel worlds. i don't know what to say... but all i really need you to know is: i'll be okay.